random rant

I don't know many things about myself except for my ethnicity and I say a lot of the wrong things. I am scared and nervous for the future and what is to come. Most likely what I fear won't come is more scary to me at the moment.

I wish I had the ability to wear a natural face and have a naturally thin figure but I know that won't happen anytime soon. I don't even like thin girls yet I want to be one because it is better than this.

I want to be naturally good at math and be a naturally good writer.

I hate the song "naturally" by Selena Gomez. I hate what the Disney channel turned into.
I wish I didn't buy this one pair of jeans because now they just make me look horrible. They were only $40.00 but still, I could have gotten something else.