holy

I don't know God or care if he exists or not and I am one of the nicest people you could meet if you're a geniune person.. Atheists or people who are without the C.O.B's God can be just as great if not, even better than those who believe. People should stop looking for reasons to make yourself seem superior to other cultures and religions and just accept everyone for what they are. Isn't that a holy thing to do?

smile

At times, I feel so hideous because I see how much effort girls put into their appearances everyday and I just half ass everything because I am so lazy. I bring it upon myself to feel this way because I am the one who decides to only put on mascara if I feel like it. Others take the time to cake on the foundation for that perfect skin, they put on the eye liner and eye shadow and get admired usually. I don't know if I look good because I don't get approached very often because I am always with Justin. Sometimes I feel empty or like a loser because I don't try hard enough or don't try to relate to others but, I need to realize most of these people are going nowhere but under a bridge homeless or just drinking and blazing their lives away.

I need to smile.

a little history lesson

Earth was a fireball, then a water world, then a snowball then a swampy paradise all in the span of about 5 billion years. 

There were only single celled organisms living under water because if they were to come out of the water they would die from the CO2 emissions and other toxic fumes in the air. Once there was actually O2, the single celled organisms evolved. Then, 90% became extinct due to volcanic eruptions. Then dinosaurs came to be and were so gargantuan because they were lukewarm blooded. They too were wiped out.

All of these mishaps and obstacles to maintain life on earth only make me think of one thing:

When is it our turn to get wiped out?

gloves are off

You were supposed to be my friend but, you have constantly tried to cause trouble with me and my boyfriend by flirting with him or making me feel horrible for being happy. You're catty just like the people you talk about constantly and I won't stand for it anymore because you have almost ruined the best thing to happen to me-ever. I don't care if you think nothing you've done is wrong, you're an ignorant teenage girl who doesn't know right from wrong. If you ever get to reading this, I hope you can understand how much of a jerk you can be without realizing it. Stop calling my boyfriend cute and saying you won't take him away. You could never take him away. Take a hint.

girls

The girls in Barrie from what I see, try way too hard and try to act special or like total party animals with no limits on how far they go. There are these girls who have the most scantily clad pictures of themselves seeking praise from viewers over the web. It really annoys me. Other girls who try and clean up their act get lonely because all of their friends don't like them anymore because all they do is get drunk and get high. They are all desperate. In fact one of my former friends immediately put out for a guy she dated for like three weeks and had unprotected sex five times because he was too lazy to get a condom. What a winner.

GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS, at times I am ashamed to be one because most of them are idiots.